So for the first time in my whole life, I have confessed to a boy. It didn't go the perfect route, but at least he didn't reject me outright.

 I hope that at some point we can sit down and talk.

I'm ecstatic, I'm butterflies, I'm overjoyed. Even if it doesn't work out between us I'm so happy that I was able to at least tell him how I felt.

LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE!!!!